The ceiling hasn’t been a help for me
It paints the memories
I can’t let go of
Colorful, yet disturbing
Wondering if I didn’t waste the chance,
If I didn’t wait to regret
Was it beautiful?
I can’t respond
After a lot of ticktocks
On that annoying clock
I’m grateful, they vanish
But new ones appear
daydreams I long,
warmth and bliss for tomorrow
They will never happen
And will remain fantasies
I’m used to these paintings
On the same ceiling every night
Am I supposed to live in a broken past
And an unreal future?
No one’s wrapping their presents for me.